Asked D for a loan. Gritted teeth emoji. Rolled out the side door into sun and sidewalk, across from the "nature preserve" and then freeway. Froze on an incline, and a kind fellow rolled my chair the rest of the way down. Then there was a long leng5h of carpet. Talked to the GM, and Lily must stay with Willow. Hope my optimism about being with Lily sooner is on point...Out here by the pool, in shade, chilled. Have some old phlegm that's fighting me.